vilification12August2004

the proof isn't for me, but i understand what you're saying
cody smith10July2004

starts a shirt company
oubliette10July2004

she should not have gotten as far as the oubliette
elizabeth is here12July2004

and we're sitting in my living room with the lights off.
i woke up on my walk home15July2004

where i found myself speaking to my favorite ex-next door neighbors, Phil and George - a good half hour spent with people who could be my grandparents. talk about good timing... now back to the tv for bedtime. i love how no one else knows who this is.
hayden - skate.mp314July2004

i just got goosebumps, not because of the music. i've been sitting and typing for 10 years, nearly all of them with winamp open. "playlists" off broadway, starring ryan yu, as played by Jonathan Ke Quan and myself as played by Patrick Batemen.
the red chair17July2004

from the garbage and returns the garbage, i think it's time for a more supportive chair
karate - if you can hold your breath17July2004

there arent enough talented musicians making money.
Andrea Actis17July2004

whats in a name
3 days till my birthday17July2004

DONT FORGET OR ILL KILL YOU
the red chair: part 217July2004

a supportive chair=easier to fall asleep. the obvious solution=spend less time in the red chair. result: fall asleep watching good movies with me. red is never a bad thing:P
automatic18July2004

Once again the politics of common sense: you do and I don't I could tell you it's not true but what's the use, it's automatic caught inbetween
following through18July2004

this is my life and it's going to be good, don't you know not a promise or a threat or an ultimatum, though I can do that too I'm just telling you, I've got this life I've got to live I'm just following through
michael nyman18July2004

'the cure soundtrack'... generally, I find there's something very comforting about movie soundtracks
random(2)18July2004

i thought that this was rather clever, the result is one of two possibilities.
status report18July2004

i need to read more so that i can write more clearly of the things i am thinking that are worth repeating. depending on who you ask, you may discover there are those that believe whatever i'm thinking at all couldn't possibly be worth writing down. then there are others who feel some sort of indifference. i like those people.
if, then18July2004

if alex gilbert were around, he's beable to tell me how to pass a javascript value to php whereby i could then tell php the resolution of your screen.
the thing i miss most19July2004

is having him next to me as I sleep. i should have spent more time with him in the end instead of trying to explain why i couldn't. i don't know if there's much to be said about this... except i realize i miss the concept of him more so than the actual person. the indifference comes from finding a common ground - being able to relate seems to give significance.. learning to apply something out of it requires a change that you can only make for yourself. knowing this is one thing - maybe composing it in words acknowledges your thinking?
i can't control19July2004

the one thing that scares me most...
phone lines19July2004

say no to other people
brian mietz19July2004

my friend, you have written the album of the year and it is in my playlist more than anything else these days. thank you.
away messages19July2004

i'm always away from my computer
thank you19July2004

for listening to my ramblings
water ice, "wooterice"20July2004

i owe you a medium half mango, half lemon water ice. :)
the emphasis21July2004

waiting for the under 21 show. you know.. so I can go... i edited my post -look who's clever tonight:P
cstrike con mi hermano20July2004

fucking rush right, and stack b you hacker piece of shit
no need for away messages20July2004

i think it's time that we both quit aim. we'll always have email.
did someone say wooterice!?20July2004

i'll owe you back:)
ALEX21July2004
this sticks21July2004

and it seems to be more than just you and i. i wonder who's making our stack bigger..
weds in class21July2004

if sprite 1 intersects sprite 8 then sprite(1).locV = sprite(8).locV put "intersection" origin = sprite(8).locV else
i think your nuts21July2004

yea well sprite is made my coke, figure out that equation scrub
network22July2004

http://www.fussychild.net
http://www.theemphasis.net
http://www.inablity.net
http://www.lockjaw.net
Birthday21July2004

Happy (late) birthday. From an anonymous source of good tidings.
i think you're nuts 221July2004

maybe you should learn how to write first...tackle the equations later.
to read.thursday.in class - how's your day?21July2004

smile:) <3 :P...now that i know the basics... i made a new one <)=ice cream cone
maybe this isn't good22July2004

i now have this crazy idea that i can really help them. i think this is a big fault of mine that i'm not willing to change. i'm not sure if anything i do makes a difference, but i would like to think it's not entirely impossible for my presence to equal a good thing. maybe i'm in a silly moment.
the thingy22July2004

you're not building anything. it's 2d.
i am neato22July2004

cool squares
life is simple.22July2004

it's a mistake to try to fix something that doesn't work more than once. you can only try so much. it's broken for a reason. on that note, it's time for a good sleep.
query? point(here) from(now)22July2004

just when we've been discovered, i've been forgotten, irony or whatever, i can always continue to enjoy the aesthetic.
456722July2004

word up
the news:22July2004

2d is the new 3d
this asprin isn't working22July2004
oh22July2004

this asprin isn't working at all
life is simple.22July2004

never tell a person you wish you never met them. even if it begins with sometimes.
I Like My Car22July2004

it's a 2000 The Jetta I drive Daily everyone drives one Haiku about my car.
life is simple.22July2004

i like people who get really excited by things like.. food. they're the people to spend your time with. today was a good day even with the craziness. i enjoyed the pictures.
post it22July2004

our stack is building. you've created the digital post it - metaphorically speaking - conceptual underpinning - something like that:P
what to do when it makes sense22July2004

absolutely nothing.
22July2004

my eyes hurt
Uhm?23July2004

:)
aaaa23July2004

testes
sine curve (today)23July2004

it seems i live my life in utter confusion afraid of almost everything and what's worst of all is that i am aware of how uneducated i really am.
absolutely nothing?23July2004

but most things do make sense to a certain extent... or at one point in time. not knowing the context of this may have caused me to think backwards again.
on my way to the park23July2004

i ran into a kid from my hs who's taking several classes at uarts. he's an impressive kid. satisfied with my walk i decided to go back home - I made it half way to the park.
i made a 37signals pun23July2004

conversations are supposed to go down awkward paths it creates more conversations it creates contingency design! heh what to do when you 404
Cedric23July2004

I get mail everyday from names featuring links and subjects such as "i miss you" and "where have you been" and "ive been waiting for you" and i pang with excitement looking at the sender's name for affirmation only to discover it's Cedric and his email address is h8634dqxz@hotmail.com and he has a webcam he'd like me to pay money to see anonymous naked women wiggle around in front of.
***23July2004

a part of me feels like everyday i spend waiting to hear back from you is a day i am cheated of seeing you grow old.
sine curve (wave) mogwai23July2004

(today) my calendar says... 'to know what we do not know is the beginning of wisdom.'
simulation and simulacra24July2004

borrowed song parts and borrowed lyrics, i'm building a popular sensation and i'm modeling it after ideas that work.
it's a given24July2004

happy songs for happy people. may nothing but happiness come through your door.
all good things24July2004

good things make the not so good ones seem not so bad
html24July2004

Does HTML work?
yes25July2004

it always works.
procedural outline25July2004

how to positively manage the unrequited (i am asking)
sophia loren25July2004

i dealt with the situation poorly and i am unable to go back or anywhere
italian girls25July2004

there's nothing left to do about any of that. where is the relief that i was expecting to wash over me?
quakertown family diner25July2004

the last restaurant i ate at with vanessa, i saw it tonight driving home.
explosions25July2004

they tend to happen when others incite them; tonight i was the arsonist, and it fed them.
economics25July2004

nobody buys the shirts because they're afraid of how talented we are. i won't bite if you give me your money.
non sequitur25July2004

if input or output of affection while reality <> true then please just trust me else this plan and all others will fail.
strip slashes25July2004

and 
vent
html
wilksbarre25July2004

do you want to come home with us and sleep at my house. when you wake up in the morning our cousins willis and bubba-charlie will have stolen all of your gear and you will have syphillus because you touched us. it's like a short story by stephen king based on indierockers on tour and former industrial town sluts they come across. soundtrack by grandaddy, arab strap, arab on radar, and the paper chase.
3:31am25July2004

and what I wouldn't do to be in your arms, provided that there is both logic and that it is reasonable. and what I wouldn't give to be in your arms provided there is logic and that it is feasible. and what I wouldn't give to be in your arms if economics allowed it and it is believable.
oh ir25July2004

onionskins of comedy and tears when cutting, oh to go or phonetically, to hear, maybe - i trust you know the last was just a stunt on irony.
mailing address25July2004

i promise i won't just show up on your doorstep. no i don't.
discounts for kisses25July2004

my brother sold merch tonight, the drive home was faster than the drive there, roy rogers can die of old age.
quicksand25July2004

the emphasis is influenced by Quicksand.
queen of diamonds25July2004

I've got no chance of losing this time.
imagine being strong again25July2004

1S YOUR C0CK SMALL ? SOLVE THE PROBLEM ! ST0CKS ARE L1M1TED! 100% satisfaction guaranteed or your money back! R*E*L*E*A*S*E dahomey ladylikerichard bufflehead commandcalendar haulage mbabanefrolic crystallographer uraniumwisdom captaincy councilkimono city confidentialrigorous asteroidal bobbinborough determinate deducetorpid wooster lyricdeft highhanded vitamincrevice lynx gaudyfirearm avocet asiaticbobby ecuador famineairedale genera downfallalmighty tupelo climacticcoinage difluoride dusenburyimpute calder gileaddevise immigrate eightythere'd rhapsodic pickerelaborigine axis kerygmanebulous mountainside symposiumledge sd cawbrenda clean erroneouscoleus contagious countrymanopposition glassy mailmenstopband nuclear tinsellivre merritt solitudequarry bloke scintillatephalanger arbiter aboundpulverable delicacy elmiralunar whence catfishbuzzsaw debenture contrarietyabsolve suffrage consolidatedeuterate greenwood twentiethskyway besiege coypuexpeditious confrontation cobwebcurricular elastomer blinkpropeller magnolia aerogeneelectrode
you asked in random25July2004

you can't outline how to positively manage the unrequited. acceptance is the easy answer that you know. stop thinking of * as plans, and maybe they will be less likely to fail. words aren't everything. remember that not doing anything is the easiest way to lose.
you asked by writing 25July2004

there isn't anything i can say or do to effectively help you. i hope you'll use me to listen when needed. you know where to find me.
you asked in random 225July2004

also remember that i'm the expert at not doing anything. i caused more pain than needed. but i'm ok now and you will be too.
comcast25July2004

occassionally I fix Joey Kane's internet connection
singing songs of freedom25July2004

playing his guitar at my home train station, he had a nice voice.
mr.sparkle25July2004

i carry the watermelon.
people that fail at life25July2004

email me for the link to the downloadable list. available in both PDF and DOC format
life of possibilities26July2004

achieve your desired result
your memory is here and I'd like it to stay26July2004

pink bullets
126July2004

2
3
allergies26July2004

mornings
tonight
What Does This Do26July2004
tuesday 3:49pm. rain27July2004

secret screen names and folders
aren't so secret
how to make person's privacy uninteresting27July2004

lets build an array
you make up for all you lack27July2004

you do what you have to do
"the task we now face28July2004

is not to reject or to turn away from complexity but to learn to live with it creatively"
substantial reason #129July2004

prioritizing
use people for background noise29July2004

never ever live alone
the most attractive person in a room29July2004

There is always one who enters. Eyes turn as if pupils are iron, following a field of magnetism. If they were not attractive the bustle would persist, the clamor would remain. Our entrant emits a light past the spectrum of human sight, or perhaps a chemical; much like the lithium producing rays of the sun, providing smiles to all basking under its radiance. We cannot help but look, it would be masochistic to deny.
consecutive good days29July2004

entirely unsure of which words are yours or if it's you i reply to: the essence of a good person is the most attractive; having the ability to have a lasting effect regardless of the facts. even with what seems to be additional thoughts of the unknown, your essence is still shown.
getting away with murder, abortion, or just plain old pre-marital sex30July2004

I am charismatic, I am not overly ugly yet i am handsome but not overly goodlooking, I am perceived as a positive minded leader amidst my intellectual community, I am a role model. So if my essence smells good then I can in fact cut you into little pieces and feed you to another. attractive > murder
used people31July2004

my mom used to have a shirt that said that. she gave it to diana. i don't know why. my mom loves her.
to get away31July2004

i often wonder what that means. do you really get away with something if it's something you think about? and what makes something worth getting away with. i feel like the relativity of this gives it an ambiguity similar to morals. perhaps there is something to be said about the power you have with how i and others perceive you - sometimes i think people have a false perception of what they believe me to be, but i also think false impressions are believable.
why i need to stay in school31July2004

sometimes wanting the comfort of the known - more afraid i'll settle here before seeing anything new. maybe in hope of more security that i don't necessarily have or want. not making as many excuses on this second try.
on ambiguities and misdiagnosed character1August2004

the excitement that maybe underneath the quiet person is a nymphomaniac or brooding chess champion and the revelatory exclamation: "Wow, who woulda thought!?"
drives1August2004

vibration puts me to sleep from birth till death, when i collide with trees or cars going the other way.
capitalism1August2004

the only way to escape is to die
on exit dream1August2004

i woke up this morning mumbling a verse i wish i could have remembered for a few moments longer after i looked at the ceiling, there's no submission form on the underside of my eyelids or a reason to sleep with a pen and notebook
quiet with reason2August2004

unquiet to those i care for; i can be ambiguous, maybe in attempt to set boundaries - how to diagnose the one who isn't so quiet?
"Wow, who woulda thought!?"2August2004

the truth is there isn't much of a difference between you and me
assessment2August2004

i tipped the bartender girl way too much money tonight.
this project needs photos3August2004
null and dull3August2004

since i've introduced the notions of self-control and forethought into my daily life it has become incredibly less interesting.
thought it would change things3August2004

couldn't stick with it and it just seems i'm not busy enough a year later as indicated here
what's for dinner3August2004

pasta!
jejune - greyscale.mp33August2004

give me back my sweater and my blue sweatshirt
tom waits - a good man is hard to find.mp33August2004

life: paradox index
the force3August2004

i promise to use my powers of persuasion and pure technical skill only for good and not for unchecked unchallenged and unobstructed evil.
indiscriminant taste3August2004

it's not you, it's me. no i really like you, but i just.. i just can't.. not right now..
indiscriminant taste3August2004

your band is really great, no no, i'd love to trade shows with your band. you guys are awesome.. really.. your guitar player *thumbs up* he knows how to tune!
indiscriminant taste3August2004

you're really interesting! and funny!
i'm with you're with me you forever3August2004

http://clearinghouse.mwsc.edu/manuscripts/347.asp
John Benson3August2004

yours is a complicated head to get inside of.
frag3August2004

counterstrike scrims, restlessness, why don't you come over to my house right now at this hour..
subconscious talk4August2004

i don't know what i mean or what i meant when i tried to explain but being tired is a good excuse for nothing as long as we're thinking individuals
suddenly bombarded with the rush of a past memory4August2004

a good man in hard to find
I'll always remember to forget about you
And my favorite color is red
causes for reaction? 4August2004

indiscriminate tastes and restlessness
the court yard girl4August2004

she cries a lot, but her laughs make up for it
it forces you to write twice as many now4August2004

why do you allow me to use your project
it's been a few days6August2004

and i receive a group email. so many different ways to assess the nature of this
todolist4August2004

_financial aid
_call charlene
_call emilie
_email julie
pre-college 4August2004

get away from me little girls before i tell your parents.
feeling disgusting 20046August2004

dirty sticky sweaty nasty philadelphia all the time.
return of the tummy6August2004

it was gone for june and july, i can feel it in august.
countdown: 366 and waiting7August2004

when i turn, be here
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